Introduction. Awakening…

Let’s return to the world of the art



During this spring, I spent months locked down in the apartment. I had a lot of time for reflection about my life. Some thoughts kept coming back to my head…

When restrictions will be over, I wanted to use every day, every moment to do interesting things and activities that give me pleasure, beeing outside as much time as possible, exploring new places. Before the first wave of the pandemic, I was leaving some plans for later. I was thinking that I have a lot of time. Unespected situation, that happened in the world, showed me, that it was a mistake. You don’t know the future. You have a present. You have to take advantage of the day that you are living now.  You have to use every simple moment. It is important to realize your dreams, make all posible effort for they come true. When opportunities appear you have to catch them. 



Finally, restrictions went down and I started to go out from home. I was so, so, soooo happy being outside. I started to use every day and moment. I didn’t want to lose even one simple moment.

I discovered myself again…

Some nature of me that was hidden returned just now. I realized that during the last few years I lost my real nature of a dreamer, admirer of the silence of nature,  an artistic soul. In the past, I grow when I created all the time. For example, I used to describe what is around me. Unfortunately, lastly, I was in constant rush and chase. Because of that, I could not find time for silence, creativity, self-reflection. An important part of me escaped somewhere. Now I started looking for its returns back…

I wanted again to feel great emotions, which can be my inspiration and relaxation. I started to walk and to make bicycle trips. looking for new, no discovered yet places in the city,  and around.  I felt the need to contemplate with nature, make sport. I wear comfortable sports shoes and clothes, I went out without makeup, I tied my hair naturally. No need to use public transport.

The need of searching for the beauty of the world returned. I felt like years ago when I spend holidays in the village, with nature, in the silence. I remember that as a teenager I used to create poems, write stories, describe the surrounding world. Some small, simple things from everyday life were giving me happiness, energy.  Hello! Real Beata is back.

I like to remember every beautiful moment that happens in my life, all details that you can see right now. Rays of the sun breaking through the branches of the trees, beautiful sunset, great view with the horizon, nice flower, the bird with open wings sitting on the stones. Seeing all this makes me happy. Those moments that make me smile, fly away so fast. Fortunatelly new ones appear. I love to collect what happened for a long time. Because of that I make photos by my phone – I literally photography everything that I liked. So every time when I want to come back in the pleasant memories I can open photo albums and I remember it. I made also short recordings. I started to montage short videos for YouTube. I  still have a lot, that has to be done. I saw so many things last year. I have in my memory box so many sensations with being surrounded by beautiful things. You can wait for long pages written by life experience…

June 2020  I am in nature with the notebook and I am writing what you are reading now on paper with the pen. So strange experience to disconnect from the computer.  It is a beautiful sunny summer day during my holiday. I sat in several places on Montjuic hill Barcelona Spain. Now, I am at some table. I am really relaxed and I concentrated to create this introduction for you my dear readers…

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